Ending the madness;

I haven't blogged in so long that I don't even remember what the last entry was about. I think it was my frustration with William, which is LONG gone. I didn't need anything but his comfort & attention. Yes I know, I'm a little bit of an attention-whore. But things are good now:) Although I frequently get in trouble for leaving his house late, but I can't help it! The thought of leaving just makes me sad & I try to prolong it as much as possible. Which only gets me in more trouble. Ahh, the cycle continues..
In other news, I neeeed school to be over. I also need to know what I will be doing with myself when my family moves to Temecula. I don't know if I can absolutely stay at my grandparents' house because Mother Dearest told me I can't ask until the house closes--two more weeks. I'm a little skeptical. What if they say no? What if something simply does NOT work out? I'll be left in a state of perpetual turmoil between my emotions and my obligations. I'm praying for this to work itself out because I know God has a plan for everything.
But what was I saying before? Ohh, school. END ALREADY! No one likes it, and these last few weeks are just pointless projects that our teachers have assigned as "busy work" to make us come to class after the AP tests/Finals. Why are they even necessary?? If the teachers have taught us all they wanted to, LET US LEAVE. We have other things to do than to sit around for 7 hours everyday mindlessly as you attempt to entertain us with some research project or making videos. Ugh. But I digress.
All in all, I think everything's good:) Just a little stressed/overly exhausted from school & The Little Gym, but William and Chelsea are keeping me sane. They truly are lifesavers (text hug). The move should be interesting, and I will stay updated on THAT, but I think that's all I have to say:)

"imma shake you off though, get up on that horse and ride into the sunset, look back with no remorse;"