1.20.2010

What a girl wants;

The past two days have been rather uneventful. Nothing of note other than the few tornado warnings and predominant winds ravaging through southern California. Things have been somewhat lowkey. There's always going to be that one person who just has to appear at the most inconvenient times; the one who says one thing, acts a completely different way, then comes back weeks later spoon-feeding you the same bullshit as before.
We've all had this one person. And tonight is the fateful night where this person reenters my life and makes their next advance. I can't deal with it anymore. I want to believe them so badly, but I can remember how much pain I've been in and how much confusion I've gone through the past few weeks, and I know that by submitting to them and forgiving them, I'm only subjecting myself to even more emotional turmoil than before.
I just can't figure it out.

No superstars of the day today.

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