It's like I'm in a fog & can't find my way out. In fact, I can't even see my hand in front of my face. I have barely any sense of reality around me. I like him, but then I hate him. Actually right now, I couldn't even specify & tell you who "he" is. Maybe he's someone I thought I had figured out, then who threw me for a whirlwind (yet again.) Or maybe he's the one I had written off & think I might have done so too quickly.
Honestly, who knows what this year has in store for me? I told someone that a year from now, we're going to look back & say, "Did you EVER think that would happen??" No. Because you don't sit in your room all day thinking up every single possibility that could ever happen. Life just doesn't work that way. You get out there, you live it up, and the chips will fall where they may. But one thing is damn certain: you will never expect things to happen the way they do.
So with senior year starting up in 3 days, I want to welcome all the challenges, hardships, fights, make-ups, drama, problems, solutions, hate, love, frustration, clarity, sadness, happiness, shitty moments, & best-time-I've-ever-had moments and say that I'm more than ready for what this final year has to offer.
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