Wanted;

Well now that the drama of the week has died down a little, I can look at the world with an unbiased opinion. School is boring, boys are stupid, relationships are pointless, family is annoying, and most importantly: keep your friends close & your frenemies closer.
I really don't have much to say right now; I'm being forced to blog by Mr. Baptiste. I forgave Chelsea for not standing up for me as a best friend. I was never really upset with her, just hurt by her actions (or lack thereof). Michael doesn't give a fuck that he's screwing two girls over, so we're not really talking at the moment because of his current issues. I don't trust Molly with anything. Not a secret, not a thought, not even an opinion. Who knows how she'd twist it to make me seem like a conniving bitch. But on the bright side, this little sputter in my friendships forced me to branch out & become closer with some people I never would have thought I'd get along with. They accept me for me because they've been through it too, and it's nice to have a few people to take the jokes with.
Boys. Yeahh, we're gonna skip that one for now...
Relationships never go anywhere in high school. Things can seem perfect one minute and then they all just crumble the next. Everything is so volatile. And for what? I haven't figured that one out yet.
For some reason, my littlest brother is a dick. To everyone. Including my mother. Especially my mother. When he does this, I just wanna slap him & scream. But I can't. He's just so unappreciative of everything she does for us as a single mother, it's unbearable sometimes. He's nice when he wants to be, but then as soon as things don't go his way or he gets embarrassed in front of one of his little friends he's just suchhh a douchebag. Ugh. But maybe he gets it from me.
Which brings me to the last point.
I've been called a plethora of things lately. Bitch, whore, slut, untrustworthy, and I've just taken the shit that people seem more than happy to dole out. My personal favorite from Mr. Perryman, "Just leave. No one even likes you." Yeahh it's great stuff. And it's gotten me to thinking. Why don't I just leave? Apparently all my friends secretly hate me, I can't be trusted, it seems useless to stay. My mom's planning on buying a house far away from here, why am I so attached to the idea of staying at this school? I could go to school down there & save thousands of dollars on gas, but no. I fought to stay here. And I might have to do some reconsidering when the time comes. I'm not going to spend my senior year at a school where I'm not wanted.