Of course;

This terrible week just had to have an even worse ending.
After I thought it was going to get better, just for one night, BOOM! It all just blows up in my face.
What else did I expect? This is what always happens to me. I trust someone with everything because they tell me what I want to hear, and as soon as that stops or what they want changes, I'm the only one getting hurt in the end. I can't deal with this anymore. I need to stop doing this to myself, but I can't. Because I think the next time will be different. Because I still believe that there are actually guys out there that aren't afraid to be with me. But I guess it all just stays the same. Nothing ever truly changes here. I need to get out as soon as possible.

superstar of the week:
Chelsea, my MAT<3 She's been there through it all, especially when things got really bad. There's no way I could possibly make it up to her:)