ohh goodness...

Yesterday was tons of fun :) roasted hot dogs, made s'mores, accidentally gave people wrong directions...twice. Yeah, it was a blast. But, it has left me confused again. Because now, I have yet another boy dilemma:

• On one hand, there's Jordan. He's sweet, and funny, and cute, but he lives so far away :/ I'd never get to see him, and I'm still just getting to know him.
• Then on the other hand, there's Spencer. We hadn't talked in about a year until I invited him to the bonfire, and when he and Alex got there, all these feelings came rushing back. I used to like him a little in middle school, and I guess I've started liking him again.
  

But, quite frankly, I don't think I want a real relationship right now. I'm still trying to get over Andrew, as sad as that is, and I think I just want someone to make me forget about him. Mainly, someone to make out with. And yes, I know that makes me shallow and a whore and what-have-you, but I don't care. So now I've got some thinking to do...

superstar of the day:
Chelsea